Morning – Woke up to the sun shining into my room. It felt good to wake up to the natural lighting of the morning sun instead of the glaring fluorescent tubes that have rudely shocked me into consciousness each morning for the past 15 days. Had mee siam for breakfast at my own time and pace. The experience of doing something I wanted to do, at my own time and pace felt odd, something like a sense of deja vu where there is a nagging feeling that you’re doing something that you’ve done before, yet that recollection feels so distant and remote. Being isolated from the outside world for a considerable period of time can play tricks with your mind.
Noon – Had JC percussion batch lunch or simply, lunch with jh, 41, dx, christal, andrea, mel and myself at Aston’s. It was something that I’d been looking forward to for 16 days. Decided to splurge on a nice steak. It was good, but for some reason, my tastebuds seem to have dulled. There wasn’t that sense of ecstasy that usually occurs when I taste something good. I’ll have to work on regaining my sense of taste after all this is finally over and I regain some sense of normalcy in life.
Afternoon – After lunch, we walked from Dhoby Ghaut to 记得吃 at Bugis for dessert (as usual?). I had a combination of mango and tauhuay, which was pretty good, but not particularly special. We then ended up walking around Bugis and for some reason, ended up at Raffles City where jh, 41 and I had Fried Mars Bars at Chippy’s. Yes, as you’ll probably have realized, our outings involve a lot of food. We continued to stone at the basement of Raffles City (in the food section obviously) for awhile and the girls left, presumably bored by our inability to talk about things beyond the scope of the cocoon that we are trapped inside for most of the time. jh, 41, dx and I then walked back to Dhoby Ghaut where jh left for dinner. 41, dx and I then went up to Best Denki to get earphones for dx.
Evening - Ended up going back to Raffles City for dinner. The 68 class dinner (I missed the marina barrage outing in the afternoon) was supposed to be at some place in Central but we ended up at Shokuden in Raffles City instead. Had this salmon-omellete-and-fried-rice thing. I don’t know what it’s called since I don’t speak japanese but it was pretty good. Lunch and dinner today wasn’t exactly cheap, but when all you know is the sweet taste of freedom, you tend to lose all sense of practicality. Most importantly, it was good to see the class together again. A good portion of it at least. I can only say that I hope we can continue to get together every now and then, just to talk, eat, play, and relive shared memories. After dinner, a handful of us headed to the Civilian War Memorial just opposite Raffles City to sit around and talk. We weren’t there for very long since it was pretty late. I took the mrt home with eric. He told me about life in ocs. It seems like last week or just last month when I was talking to him on the mrt the weekend before he relinquished his freedoms as a civilian. And now, here I am, being assimilated (willingly or not) into the island while he’s somewhere in jurong going through certain things that I cannot even begin to imagine.
Thoughts – Ideals and constitutional values of freedom are just words on paper until you truly understand what it means to be free. My spirit will not be broken. I will be free again some day. For now, I’m just glad to have had this day and the chance to meetup with these people, most of whom mean much to me in life. I am thankful.